I am distracted.
By things that I know are not of great importance at the moment. I am constantly sizing myself up against every single person I share more than two words with and it is exhausting. If there were a human being who possesed the power to give answers to all of life's questions and lay a track for my unguided wheels I would get on bended knee and perform at my oral best. Speaking of exhausting activities and unguided wheels another weekend has passed and I find myself drier than Betty White in a freezer room. A vivid metaphor perhaps but a humbling one. Great times were had and in the event that I had a bedtime I would have violated it. But what was it all really worth. Those in the middle of their lives would most likely agree that my weekend was just a binge that was counter-productive to this teeth-pulling process of growing up. To those people I say, "who are you?" Perhaps my time would have been better spent studying or doing physical activity (though I tried my best), I shared great times with great friends, and even if it was only for the time being, I was happy. I don't quite know the point of this entry, or this blog for that matter but it feels decent to put words on a page, to create.
To those who read this I appreciate your time and apologize for probably wasting it. To those who skimmed, whatever. Enjoy the beginning of spring, and I highly recommend the brocolli cheese soup at Quiznos.
-CCR
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